Winter at Home

I love being home. I used to hate it! When I come home from school, I have the whole house to myself! I know that in the winter I stay in and enjoy that, and in the summer I travel and leave my home, and enjoy that also. Having a mix of both is great. During theses hours I get to be free. Waking up in the morning to sleeplessness and and wanting to lay in my warm bed, often times gives me an unappreciated view on my life. I hate that I feel this way because in all actuality, I am SO BLESSED! I love my life. I have do many hopes and dreams for myself. I am creating my own reality. That is one thing I absolutely love about life. I made up what I want. Everyday I am one step closer to graduating and starting my new, free-er life. I am loving that I only have a few more months left!!!!!

I have some things I'm doing right now that make me feel like I have no time at all! I know that it won't be like this for forever, so I'm just going to let it be! I am practicing letting go. In other news, tomorrow is block day, which means I don't have to wake up so early!!!! Whoo Hooo!

Even though I am SOO far behind on my senior project, I am trying to be optimistic about how it will turn out. I know in the end I am going to be okay. And besides, it's almost SPRING!!!!!!!! :)

Here Goes It..

For a long time I have been messing with the idea of starting a blog, but until now I never sat down to do it. It's funny how things happen. Right now I'm busier that I have been in a REALLY long time and I have sooo much I need to do, yet I'm taking the time to write. I have so many freaking thoughts in my head right now, I just need a place to get them out before something happens. So, this is my attempt to get some of my crazyness out of my brain so I can try to relax. I keep reminding myself that this will pass. It always does. Isn't it interesting to see the cycles of Life? It seems like life is either going really fast or not. My back is hurting right now. I'm not sure if it's from the stress or the car accident? I have an appointment to see my doctor again on Monday, but I really don't know where this is going at all. The back injury, that is. I don't want meds, that's for sure.

I remind myself to be grateful for what I have, which is a lot!!!! So, recently I joined the Gratitude Log..and love it! I think this is just what we need to make this practice a habit. Love, love, love the idea!!! One of my resolutions is to go on there more and more to post what I am grateful for. Trying to instill a habit.

I have so much more I would like to write, but I really do have to go. More later..

Big Love My Beautiful, Beautiful Universe!
-Chelsea